wow. talk about the busiest month of my life!
i've been lazy, many appologies. well, not lazy in life because it has been one crazzzy month, but lazy in the land'o'blogs. so sorry.
i have a lot of writing to post, and will include it here soon. i have finished my last semester of classes at nsu and only have my thesis to complete before i am officially a master (hehe)! and also, ohh jeeze i have alot of writing still to complete. its terrifying actually.
on top of all my writing and near mental breakdown because of writing- its effing cristmas! hells yes! i love this season and every single stressful thing about it. i love getting gifts and being a part of america's mass consumerism. its amazing. i actually have most of my shopping done already -go me! -but there are always last minute lose ends to tie up so hooray for that.
matt and i finally decorated our tree after it sat sad and nakie in our living room for a week. and the house is all decorated and looking festive and ready for the holidays!
my freelance writing gig has fallen through and after all the writing i did for local flair magazine - they never made it past go - never collected $200. although i sure did - thank god they paid me before crashing and burning. but i'm sad. its hard getting into all this writing business - no one wants someone without experience -but how the hell do you get experience? someone please take a chance on me - i can do it! i know i can!
i hate knowing what i'm capable of and not having paper proof to show it. annoying much? i'm patiently (sometimes not so patiently) waiting for the doors of opportunity to fly wide open. hello world? are you out there? i can write! pick me!
sigh. this feeling sucks.
damn - how did i get all the way down here? we were all high spirits a second ago talking about xmas and here i am debbie downerizing it all. my bad.
yay christmas!
happy holidays kids :)
